Musings of a madwoman https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 24 May 2026 21:47:00 +0200 1440 🧫Added a new journal entry (a transition period, insects, the city, my land in me, vertical planters, sleeping with monsters) 🧫Updated the log section in the makeup page 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the polish page https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 24 May 2026 21:47:00 +0200 🧫Neocities is acting up so I don't know if these updates are visible, a hard refresh may be necessary?, but anyways I: 🧫Added a new journal entry (women like me, senioritis, bad driving, Caterina Sforza and the lesson of the puma mother, salvation) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the updates page (ugh) https://cellula.neocities.org Tue, 12 May 2026 06:59:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (an ex-friend, saturday night parking, night-birds, the lion in the sky, Lucio Battisti and Francesco Brillante, companions, acceptance) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the about me and the fucking log idk what to call it anymore I can't keep calling it the "updates page" 🧫The joyful occurrence known as the Sae-ism Week has begun. It's been two full years since I first read Sae-ism. I made such a big deal out of it last year, I couldn't let it go this time without doing anything..... so I threw together a redesign of the Sae the tenth analysis page. It still looks absolutely horrible but at least there's a PNG of Sae!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 26 Apr 2026 17:52:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (trains & outfits & adulthood, mad love, home, fog in April) 🧫Changed one of the quotes in the intro page for the journal: removed Praxilla's Adonis poem and substituted it with a quote from Bufalino that I've always loved deeply and that I think represents me more 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (shocking news!!!!!!!!!!!) 🧫Updated the about me and the updates page. Goodnight!!! Remember to eat fiber!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Fri, 17 Apr 2026 22:24:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (a hymn, snow, camaraderie, birthplaces - belonging - a foreboding of exile, life as a linear graph, Sae-ism and its summer) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the nail polish page 🧫Updated the about me page (removed the "likes" and "dislikes" sections because they felt a bit too zoomerish, and removed the "favourite foods" section because I don't like dates that much anymore and I haven't had a pbj in ages) and the updates page (mi sono venute le lacrime dal ridere quando ho letto quella cosa di Bernardini) https://cellula.neocities.org Thu, 02 Apr 2026 23:11:00 +0200 🧫Just added a new journal entry (a universal language, my home & the gift of smirnio, my speech & a pilgrimage in the harbor, the Treadmill again (deliriants, wisdom, arrogance, our deficiencies, me and Aeschylus vs. normal people)) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 23 Mar 2026 15:13:00 +0100 🧫I changed the layout of the journal pages. A week ago, when I removed a single image from the old layout, it all became fucked up. The worst thing was that I didn't know it if was actually a consequence of that minor change, or if it had looked fucked up all along... Even beforehand I was generally unsatisfied with that layout, I thought it looked kinda like just a mishmash of PNGs. After this incident, the fuckedupness of the page started to haunt me and I knew I had to change it, so here is the new version. I whipped it up in literally just one night (my coding times are usually abnormally long) and I think it shows.... it isn't the best but at least it doesn't have a laggy navbar uggggghhhhh, and ugly stock image PNGs. The minimal layout is certainly not my usual style, but, on the other hand, it might be suitable for such a text-focused page. I hope it's at least a marginal improvement! 🧫I changed the banner of the about me page, which has also been haunting me with its ugliness for a while now. I absolutely have to change the navbar as well, but not tonight, I still have no idea what to do with it. 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (I am always right) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 16 Mar 2026 21:47:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (bees and wild plants, labor, the Treadmill, barefoot shoes, purity) and slightly changed the intro page to the journal. On the flipside I noticed that it's completely fucked up on screens about 1080 pixels tall I'm sorry I genuinely hve no idea how to fix it and I can't fix it tonight 🧫Updated the reading log 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫I'm drinking tonight I FINALLY COMPRESSED MOST OF THE IMAGES IN THE SAE-ISM SHRINE now it... loads slightly less slowly than before!!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 08 Mar 2026 21:55:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (bird sounds, hard times, singing in cellars, birthdays, being a net positive, the lesson of the old boar, dreams and debts) 🧫Updated the about me page (updated my age hehe) 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the makeup page, both the stash section and the log section 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (not much to see though) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 02 Mar 2026 22:08:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (the coming of spring, the place where I was forged, the goat-woman again, I have a driver's license now, severing the head of the beast of perfectionism, the fruit fly's offering, collapse and Samson as a woman) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the updates page and the updates div in the about me page (idk how to word this less awfully) https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 15 Feb 2026 21:57:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (our mothers (their revelations and their silences), parenting, evolution, trials, the goat-woman) 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the about me page (just fixing fanlistings and the div linking to the updates page) 🧫One day I'll compress all the images in the Sae-ism shrine but today is not that day..... goodnight https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 07 Feb 2026 23:52:00 +0100 🧫Published a new page to list my current reads and my favourite books! 🧫Added a new journal entry (the new webpage, caterpillars and spiders, running, scrotes) 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the sitemap 🧫Updated the misc page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (TAZURU IS BACK) https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 01 Feb 2026 15:52:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (the battle between longing and mindfulness, memories (the trail - the deer - the moon - the hills - the building - the books - the birds - sweet sixteen), donkeys, fishing, a scar, irrational hopes and fears, horns, crossword puzzles, destroying memories for the sake of a goddamn centro sociale) 🧫Updated about me page: removed some clutter, added a "cliques and listings" section 🧫Updated polish page 🧫Updated makeup page https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 18 Jan 2026 12:51:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (snow, daughterhood again and old myths, youth again (blood, hips, knees) and the vision in a sunrise, nightmares, time, impatience, trust, italian folk and the omnipotence of the mother) 🧫Updated the about me page 🧫Added a link back to the Smooth Sailing listing, and readded site buttons on the about 🧫Still trying to figure out how to format this rss thing decently lol sorry https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 11 Jan 2026 22:44:00 +0100 -Added the 2026 journal page and added a new entry (meaningless coincidences, pasta al forno and the time of our youths & lives, January, piety, motherhood, daughterhood, closure or lack thereof); -updated the makeup page -updated the polish page -updated the sitemap -updated the Sae-ism log 🧬 https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 03 Jan 2026 00:30:00 +0100 Redesigned the index; added an RSS feed I'm new to this in fact I don't really know what I'm doing right now; updated the makeup page and the nail polish page 🧬 https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 28 Dec 2025 00:18:00 +0100