Musings of a madwoman https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 01 Aug 2026 21:53:00 +0200 1440 My PC is broken and I went through all the trouble of reanimating and setting up the decrepit family computer in order to: 🧫add a boring and mopey journal entry (home, time, university, existential dread, Angela Orosco) 🧫update the reading log 🧫update the Sae-ism log 🧫update the updates page (I hate saying this... how should I call that page...) https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 01 Aug 2026 21:53:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (dumb grasshoppers, my car, entropy blues & insanity blues) 🧫Updated the reading log 🧫Updated the links page (added a link to the FOSS launcher I'm currently using) 🧫Updated the polish page. I wanted to update more pages but I was just seized by a craving for crossword puzzles https://cellula.neocities.org Wed, 22 Jul 2026 22:57:00 +0200 Hi I'm back because I'm finally done with my exams!!!! I did a lot of stuff: 🧫Added a new journal entry (the night(s) before exams, wildlife, walking lightly on earth, ode to childlessness, sins, reunions), perhaps more raunchy and mundane than usual 🧫Updated the books page 🧫Updated the links page: added a video and two personal sites, and I replaced mindful with curbox on the apps section because mindful hasnt been updated in a long while 🧫Updated the update log 🧫Updated the makeup page 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (they said it) https://cellula.neocities.org Tue, 30 Jun 2026 00:55:00 +0200 🧫Published a new page, the links page! I'm also making a recipe page that I wanted to publish alongside this one, but it looks too ugly and it's taking too long, so that'll be for another time. 🧫Added a new journal entry (the end of high school, her blazing words and my ivory tower, the importance of boredom, summer ennui and the modern hero, impermanence and the fate of the universe, love for a satellite, past and present dreams) 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log. I'm curious (and talking to the void here), does anyone ever read the Sae-ism log? The journal is at least, like, slightly grounded in reality and there may perhaps be one or two people that read it every once in a while, but Sae-ism is so obscure that it's very hard to imagine someone following its, like, chronicles through my site lol 🧫Updated the misc page and the sitemap https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 06 Jun 2026 22:50:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (a transition period, insects, the city, my land in me, vertical planters, sleeping with monsters) 🧫Updated the log section in the makeup page 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the polish page https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 24 May 2026 21:47:00 +0200 🧫Neocities is acting up so I don't know if these updates are visible, a hard refresh may be necessary?, but anyways I: 🧫Added a new journal entry (women like me, senioritis, bad driving, Caterina Sforza and the lesson of the puma mother, salvation) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the updates page (ugh) https://cellula.neocities.org Tue, 12 May 2026 06:59:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (an ex-friend, saturday night parking, night-birds, the lion in the sky, Lucio Battisti and Francesco Brillante, companions, acceptance) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the about me and the fucking log idk what to call it anymore I can't keep calling it the "updates page" 🧫The joyful occurrence known as the Sae-ism Week has begun. It's been two full years since I first read Sae-ism. I made such a big deal out of it last year, I couldn't let it go this time without doing anything..... so I threw together a redesign of the Sae the tenth analysis page. It still looks absolutely horrible but at least there's a PNG of Sae!!!!!!!!!!! Wow!!!!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 26 Apr 2026 17:52:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (trains & outfits & adulthood, mad love, home, fog in April) 🧫Changed one of the quotes in the intro page for the journal: removed Praxilla's Adonis poem and substituted it with a quote from Bufalino that I've always loved deeply and that I think represents me more 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (shocking news!!!!!!!!!!!) 🧫Updated the about me and the updates page. Goodnight!!! Remember to eat fiber!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Fri, 17 Apr 2026 22:24:00 +0200 🧫Added a new journal entry (a hymn, snow, camaraderie, birthplaces - belonging - a foreboding of exile, life as a linear graph, Sae-ism and its summer) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the nail polish page 🧫Updated the about me page (removed the "likes" and "dislikes" sections because they felt a bit too zoomerish, and removed the "favourite foods" section because I don't like dates that much anymore and I haven't had a pbj in ages) and the updates page (mi sono venute le lacrime dal ridere quando ho letto quella cosa di Bernardini) https://cellula.neocities.org Thu, 02 Apr 2026 23:11:00 +0200 🧫Just added a new journal entry (a universal language, my home & the gift of smirnio, my speech & a pilgrimage in the harbor, the Treadmill again (deliriants, wisdom, arrogance, our deficiencies, me and Aeschylus vs. normal people)) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 23 Mar 2026 15:13:00 +0100 🧫I changed the layout of the journal pages. A week ago, when I removed a single image from the old layout, it all became fucked up. The worst thing was that I didn't know it if was actually a consequence of that minor change, or if it had looked fucked up all along... Even beforehand I was generally unsatisfied with that layout, I thought it looked kinda like just a mishmash of PNGs. After this incident, the fuckedupness of the page started to haunt me and I knew I had to change it, so here is the new version. I whipped it up in literally just one night (my coding times are usually abnormally long) and I think it shows.... it isn't the best but at least it doesn't have a laggy navbar uggggghhhhh, and ugly stock image PNGs. The minimal layout is certainly not my usual style, but, on the other hand, it might be suitable for such a text-focused page. I hope it's at least a marginal improvement! 🧫I changed the banner of the about me page, which has also been haunting me with its ugliness for a while now. I absolutely have to change the navbar as well, but not tonight, I still have no idea what to do with it. 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (I am always right) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 16 Mar 2026 21:47:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (bees and wild plants, labor, the Treadmill, barefoot shoes, purity) and slightly changed the intro page to the journal. On the flipside I noticed that it's completely fucked up on screens about 1080 pixels tall I'm sorry I genuinely hve no idea how to fix it and I can't fix it tonight 🧫Updated the reading log 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫I'm drinking tonight I FINALLY COMPRESSED MOST OF THE IMAGES IN THE SAE-ISM SHRINE now it... loads slightly less slowly than before!!!! https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 08 Mar 2026 21:55:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (bird sounds, hard times, singing in cellars, birthdays, being a net positive, the lesson of the old boar, dreams and debts) 🧫Updated the about me page (updated my age hehe) 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the makeup page, both the stash section and the log section 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (not much to see though) https://cellula.neocities.org Mon, 02 Mar 2026 22:08:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (the coming of spring, the place where I was forged, the goat-woman again, I have a driver's license now, severing the head of the beast of perfectionism, the fruit fly's offering, collapse and Samson as a woman) 🧫Updated the reading log in the books page 🧫Updated the updates page and the updates div in the about me page (idk how to word this less awfully) https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 15 Feb 2026 21:57:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (our mothers (their revelations and their silences), parenting, evolution, trials, the goat-woman) 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the about me page (just fixing fanlistings and the div linking to the updates page) 🧫One day I'll compress all the images in the Sae-ism shrine but today is not that day..... goodnight https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 07 Feb 2026 23:52:00 +0100 🧫Published a new page to list my current reads and my favourite books! 🧫Added a new journal entry (the new webpage, caterpillars and spiders, running, scrotes) 🧫Updated the updates page 🧫Updated the polish page 🧫Updated the sitemap 🧫Updated the misc page 🧫Updated the Sae-ism log (TAZURU IS BACK) https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 01 Feb 2026 15:52:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (the battle between longing and mindfulness, memories (the trail - the deer - the moon - the hills - the building - the books - the birds - sweet sixteen), donkeys, fishing, a scar, irrational hopes and fears, horns, crossword puzzles, destroying memories for the sake of a goddamn centro sociale) 🧫Updated about me page: removed some clutter, added a "cliques and listings" section 🧫Updated polish page 🧫Updated makeup page https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 18 Jan 2026 12:51:00 +0100 🧫Added a new journal entry (snow, daughterhood again and old myths, youth again (blood, hips, knees) and the vision in a sunrise, nightmares, time, impatience, trust, italian folk and the omnipotence of the mother) 🧫Updated the about me page 🧫Added a link back to the Smooth Sailing listing, and readded site buttons on the about 🧫Still trying to figure out how to format this rss thing decently lol sorry https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 11 Jan 2026 22:44:00 +0100 -Added the 2026 journal page and added a new entry (meaningless coincidences, pasta al forno and the time of our youths & lives, January, piety, motherhood, daughterhood, closure or lack thereof); -updated the makeup page -updated the polish page -updated the sitemap -updated the Sae-ism log 🧬 https://cellula.neocities.org Sat, 03 Jan 2026 00:30:00 +0100 Redesigned the index; added an RSS feed I'm new to this in fact I don't really know what I'm doing right now; updated the makeup page and the nail polish page 🧬 https://cellula.neocities.org Sun, 28 Dec 2025 00:18:00 +0100